Apathy

How real was the fear
That I chose not to hear
How strong was the reason
That I refused to listen

How big was the gap
That I decided not to help
How many secrets did I not know
That I was such a fool to ignore

How deep was the cut
That made his world fell apart
How red was the blood
That was bleeding from his heart

Why were my arms so cold
When he really needed to be hold
Why did I go away
When he really wanted me to stay

Why was I being so blind
That I could not read his mind
Why must he took his life
For me to finally realize

That I must fight this apathy
Which is slowly
Killing everybody...


ash komikiwa
12.40 pm
16/02/2000
Wednesday